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Just to Say Hello
I'm very new to forums & very shy to be doing this, but I wanted some support to start this new life & so here I am.
I'm from Indiana, but am now living in Toronto. I was diagnosed with Mixed Connective Tissue Disease (MCTD) about 1 1/2 yrs ago, but have known though there was something wrong for about 4 yrs. MCTD is a type of arthritis that mimics other things like Lupus & RA. Mine mainly mimics RA. I have Rheumatoid nodules near & on all my joints, I have Reynauds, my hands are extremely weak & they swell & hurt most times. I don't really tell people about this & I'm good at hiding it. I have refused meds, because I don't think that's the answer, esp when all I get from the doc is 'I don't know' & 'this may work.'
I have not become completely raw yet. I got started & was almost there, but have backslid a bit. I'm having some marital issues & seem to be addicted to cooked food.
I feel like I'm whining to y'all, but I know this is right for me. I know this is what I need & want, but I am having struggles on figuring out how to start. I live with my inlaws & though I know a lot about nutrition, I get in my ear how I wouldn't get enough nutrients, etc., so I guess that gives me fear because I am anemic. I had to have a blood transfusion last Nov, because my blood got down to 67 according to the tests.
Sorry this is long; its just not something I talk about & I just feel I need a new direction in my life, so here I am telling strangers stuff I don't even tell to many of the people close to me. I appreciate these boards & what you do for people who need support, like me. Thank you for being patient & reading this & have a lovely day.
Haelo
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