Thank you for sharing your post, I know that it's a difficult thing to share with others. My father is an alcoholic and my father-in-law is an ex-alcoholic.
Are you still drinking alcohol? I'm asking because I would hate for going raw to be a bad experience for you. I would suggest that you get that under control before going 100% raw. You can really damage yourself if you're still heavily drinking and at the same time time eating well. The alcohol will have a greater effect on your body.
It's like a few weeks ago I broke my diet and had some cookies. I used to be able to down a box of those puppies easy! But I have a couple and I get a migraine. Same thing with my husband, he had chocolates the other day and not very many and it gave him a headache. So it will be the same when you're eating raw and drinking.
But we're totally supportive of you here for going on a raw diet, I think that you're definately heading in the right direction.
