yeah, you missed it. you probably would've given some good feedback. you always do
hope you're feeling a bit more calm and happy today.
i'm still pretty upset and i think it'll take me awhile before i can talk with my dad and not be thinking about how much his words hurt me sometimes and how he almost never supports me in anything i do. sure my dad helps me out with paying for school, but i'd rather him not pay for anything and instead support me and be happy for me. i'd much rather that. but i think he feels as though he can just hand out money to me and in turn he won't have to be considerate of my feelings. that's not what i want at all. so yeah i'v still got a lot of emotions to deal with. okay i could talk all day and bore you with my problems
, but i won't. happy days.