[roadrunner]

I dont know whats going on other than Im so TIRED every day and I cannot have that at work!! Every thing I do is a burden!!! walking up stairs, getting in my truck, climbing in and out of my truck ,all of which I do daily, its my job!! I mean I have energy but its in spurts and not consistant enough. I couldnt wait to get off work tonight my god I just want to go to BED!!! at freikin 530 pm!! This is just during the day, in the morning I have no problem running but I get to work and its like I shut down. I ve been 23 days RAW now since my 14 day fast late october. and im beginning to doubt this raw thing because before i had mass energy, you couldnt stop me!! now im just BLEH all the time!! I have had stomach issues for 2 days now and cant eat and the MERE THOUGHT of food makes me nautious all though I havent gotten sick but many close calls here lately. I think its the sprouts because I have been eating a lot of them, not tossing them on salads but eating the sprouts themselves as a salad, plus tonight i threw a bunch out because they smelled funny. I let them sprout up till they look like grass sometimes, like 3 to 5 days because I cant eat them fast enough!! and as I was throwing them out tonight I noticed they smelled funny along with dry heaves while discarding them!! good lord today i just wanted to go grab a freakin hamburger and give up i NEED MY ENERGY BACK!!! I dont want to throw away months of fasting and changing my life but i swear i felt better 80 lbs heavier and eating fast food ,meat, etc and i dont want to go back!!! My family and friends are worried and i have lost much muscle mass i feel weak and weighed i tonight at 164 so i thought i finally stabilized because i maintained 168 now for almost a month and damn if i didnt drop another 3 lbs my friends say Im bony and when they give me hugs etc im told im really bony and what happened to my muscles good grief. I went from a 40 inch waist a year ago to a 31 now
damn i dont recall wearing 31 inch pants other than maybe 6th grade!!
im scared a little and nervous!! So what now?? go to a dumb ol doctor so they can tell me im stupid and take their drugs?? i think not!!Crap maybe im detoxing because raw is supposed to be a detox in itself i dont know!! i dont know but i need to regain vitality because its affecting my job and friends and family as well as my own piece of mind. there is too much more to put in this message but i just know im freaking out here and i make sure i get 8 hours of sleep each night, i go to bed at 10 and get up at 6 sometimes i go to bed at 9 and get up at 4 or 5 but for the most part its 8 hours nightly, during the day I eat fruit and vegetables and not so much grazing anymore but now eating more at once more times a day but lately its been just sprouts because im a little broke till after christmas so i cant buy more fruit and veggieas. Now you all know my sleep patterns and eating patterns whats going on ???????
roadrunner