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hi everyone,
thanks so much for the comments. i sincerely need the discussion around this without subjecting myself to too much confrontation and intensity
today has been a little weird. i feel sad. maybe the sadness of the animal, maybe i ate too much...i think i did when i went back for seconds
it does feel very animalistic the whole experience and not the same level of consciousness of eating plant materials
it feels slightly savage and aggresive and for the amount of animal protein i like to eat to feel well enough to work out 10 hours a week, i realize there is no way i will be able to consume raw meat to that degree
since i don't eat beef I wonder if lamb and buffalo can be cooked like tartare or ceviche....without heating
i guess jerky in the dehydrator? but generally dehydrated foods have an awful effect for me
i think i just may need to cook it all and eat some very rare or occasionally eat some raw
thanks again, i really appreciate the support, slink
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